carp crap crap.
College is crap, its so stupid but I guess I understand why its crappy.
Damn economy.

Every was just fine until like a week or 2 ago. Cause of that one things...
But everything will hopefully work out somehow... Just waiting for everything to get better again. Something I noticed was that when I home, everything is ok and sometimes fun. But when I get to my dorms crap happens. -long sigh-
Which brings up a thought, even though I come back home every weekend (I drive all the way ^.^) I starting to get homesick... how sad. Some independence.

Well all last week was crappy; worst week, very busy, had my first bad day at college (making a movie out of it). Which also reminds me... I have more of my college lessons/adventures movies up. I have the intro, first day, and dorm videos. To look them up, type in my channel on youtube at [link] (yes i no its wrong but thats how i wrote). But to go back to my college life.... So I failed the general chem 101 prep test, which duh I haven't studied chemistry in a while so yeah. I guess I'll take the class either in the summer here or at community college back home. I forgot my books in class so I had to go back and get them and almost late to next class. I only have 3 classes next term, engl and math 102, and comm 150. AND I'm already behind on my major, when I found out I was like wtf?!?!?! I just started college and I already behind. So yeah imma have to stay some summers at my college if I don't want to stay here for 5 years, like everyone doing but I have to work hard. Like Naruto Shippuden's new opener "I realize the screaming pain, hearing loud in my brain. But I'm going straight ahead with the scars" (So touching I like the lyrics) So yeah that's just part of what happens here, more worse things.

But to get me through it, I've been watching Ouran High School Host Club, omg i should've been going to that school if it was real. I like that anime, I think imma actually buy the DVDs, I like it that much. That's the only thing that's been getting my through my hard life now. Everything has changed since summer... -wondering in thoughts- I watch/reading too much anime and manga. I wish my life was like that... if only if only.

Well yeah, college. Would've been better... but things happened. Support..... yeah. Alone, few friends. Homesick.
I really hope any of my friends transfer up here. Or anyone...

And the only thing I had that was good this whole time was the pass weekend. Went to movies with Jason (hangs out with a lot now, so much fun & makes me feel better). Went to Haunted Hotel with Jose and old friends still in high school. One weekend that was great, got my mind off somethings.

I'm still growing and I've learned a lot about myself now that I in college. My NSS 101 (Education to higher thinking) class is helping me. I can belittle ppl even more with my upgraded brain -evil laugh-

Sorry for not being on DA for a while, I just can't really be on here.... maybe later. But to always be updated on me follow me on youtube at Darknoodelninja or facebook (just ask here first). I have to keep moving forward, I always get pushed back but someday I can shove ahead. I am destined for greatness, I just wished I realized that. I still don't see myself like others do and I want to really see cuz they say nice things bout me. Time can only tell. So long, be back in a month